by: Sunshine and Thunderstorm

It’s almost 2 in the morning, day nth of this quarantine
and my eyes are still wide awake
Been weeks since borders have been closed
And movements numbered
My body clock’s been messed up
And it no longer matters to me what time of the day it is
I swear half of the time, I don’t even know what day of the week it is
I want to count the days
At the same time, afraid they’d move slowly when I do

Sitting here alone in my apartment
I had a lot of time in my hands
To think
To re-evaluate
To understand
To reflect
To connect with myself
To reset

The world is in a frenzy
With everything in its plate at the moment
And I honestly don’t know when things are going to settle down
But this was a chance for me, to press that reset button
To reconnect with my soul
My family
Beyond the physical
And every piece of my being
To re-evaluate my heart
And its deepest desires
To find out who really cares
With genuine and pure interests
To remember what is important
And to allow a place for change

There were days
I caught myself staring into space
Absorbed by deep thoughts
Drawn in deep by memories I thought I had forgotten
And dreams I shoved aside
Even the present’s starting to haunt me
I didn’t know it was possible
Too often, I had to stop myself
Before I get too soaked up


I didn’t think this would make me realize
The many things I had forgotten
In my journey to finding my own place in the sun
And how much I took the small things for granted
The small things
That actually occupy the biggest places in my life
Making my heart full
And my soul

It’s now almost 3 in the morning in my time zone
I’m going to drag myself to bed
Hoping that when my head hits the pillow tonight
I’d journey to the land of hope
And like all the other nights
I pray that when I wake up the next morning
Brighter days are ahead

Goodnight everyone.
Keep safe.

Hin Bey

Loves trying out new things. Loves adventure. Loves learning. Loves sharing stories.

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